So far, this has been a dreadful year, academically. Even though I’m aware of the fact that I haven’t been consistent in terms of responsibilities, I feel like I haven’t learned a thing… As if I go to class to no purpose. I mean, most of the teachers lack that thing that makes me want to stay in class, or in the classroom, at least. Everything’s uninteresting and I’m bored. And lonely… ‹/emokid›

I even find myself pathetically printing a little motivational poster that I hope will help to remind myself that I want to do better.

I know things will soon clear up but until then I’ll probably be sad.